"I’m just crazy about you and I want to do cute stuff with you and make you laugh more"
Today we looked through all of my film photos. He was so interested and asking questions about how test strips work and how many different chemicals you need for color vs. black and white
In the middle of explaining he just grabbed my face, and kissed me hard
He said something along the lines of “you’re so fucking talented and beautiful”
After sharing my film he took out his lap top and he shared all his old music with me, And surprisingly enough, his younger hard core music was really good.. He has a universal voice. I love it best when we’re in the car and he’s singing… No crowd, no recording, no expectations. Just for the pure enjoyment of singing to a song.
This is amazing.
When I get married Toby is going to be my best man.
I want Toby to get married so I can be his best woman.
Who wants to marry my cat?
I smell so bad it’s pissing me off.
Like I’m just pissed off at myself.